Blues

Today was one of those days where I was happy to see it come to an end. I don't know what exactly it was, but I have been in a funk all day today. I was exhausted going to work, while at work dealt with rude people who made me upset.. and then I came home. I felt good coming home, but something is still a miss. I think the stress of my upcoming wedding has me stressed and preoccupied. I hold a lot in and try to take a lot on my shoulders because I feel like I'm bothering people when I share the load. But you know, on days like these it really gets me down. I have a case of the blues. I wish they would go away because I do have so many things to be happy about. Yet, there is this cloud looming over me that seems to follow me from time to time. What the hell is it. Maybe I'm just having an off week or something. I don't know. Is this a common thing? Could it be because I'm a hormonal woman that this happens? It's annoying. When people ask what's wrong, all I can say is "I don't know" because I really don't know. I hope tomorrow is a better day. I don't like feeling down. It's not me. I love to laugh, I love to smile, but although I have a lot to smile about, all I can seem to do today is frown. Here's hoping for a better day tomorrow.